Invisible

Nobody cares, nobody thinks of you, just alone with your thoughts and fears. Very dangerous, nobody gives a fuck until its too late or you explode in a rage or do something you may regret. So until then you remain invisible.

Invisible is good or is it really bad, being surrounded by people and people still don’t see. Why is this happening someone please help.

Apologies

I always told myself that if specific people in my life would apologize for doing me wrong in my eyes that it would make everything ok for the past. Now in 2016 I’m not so sure about that. Apologies are just words people say to get to the next obstacle in a relationship. Considering my thought process I always thought outside the box not the following type. Apologies are bullshit and at the end of the day don’t mean anything and in reality doesn’t fix anything.